The toughest of all resolutions for me to keep is the going
to the gym and eating healthy bit. It’s been a long long week. I’ve
significantly pared down what I take in. Some days are better than others.
Today I’m hungry. But I’m not hungry in my stomach. I’m
hungry in my head. Does that make any sense?
I am truly missing the happy taste of food. The way a piece
of chocolate melts between your tongue and the roof of you mouth. The crispy
crunch of a potato chip when your teeth bite into it and the broken savoury
pieces linger in your mouth while the flavours of the chips dance around
awakening your taste buds. As I write this, someone behind me yells “hey,
where’s the food?” Ha. You can’t escape it. The mere anticipation of food makes
everyone happy.
My husband is making chicken cordon bleu for dinner. He says
it’s a healthier version of the real thing. I have no clue what that means but
am eager to go home and eat it all up! Because I know this, I’ve been starving
myself all day. Half my oatmeal for breakfast, blueberries for a snack. Soup
for lunch and a ryvita with peanut butter just now. How do skinny girls stay
skinny? Sigh. I suppose they don’t have love affairs with their refrigerator or
pantries….
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